I don’t know what to say.
Don’t know how to feel.
I want to explain it to you but I feel there is no way.
Put my hand on either side.
Grab on and pull.
Open myself up wide.
The streams are running the wrong way?
Can you see that?
They should be going toward it but instead they are running away.
Watch as they run.
They are too slow
Why won’t the go faster?
Each thump and further they go.
Further inside. As far as they can go.
To get away from your lies.
It’s hard you know.
To keep yourself open wide,
And take a look inside.
Craning my neck I try to twist my head
I cannot see
Maybe I’ll take a photo for you.
And show you what is left of me.
Empty grey rivers
Dusty insides.
You’ve bled me dry.
Saturday nights Adele concert had to be by far the best concert I have ever been to. I went into it liking Adele, thinking she had a good voice and was kinda funny so why not go and came out of it a hard core Adele fan. can you imagine being married to that?? And she’s so bloody funny! #adeleconcert2017 #thatvoicetho
My complete and total inability to keep anything clean or tidy for any amount of time is a symptom of my depression. I may never be able to do this. It’s important that I remember that and forgive myself when I clean something out (like my car) and it ends up trashed within a week.
Depression IS A DISABILITY. Requiring accommodations is okay.
Medications don’t make you better, they don’t cure your depression. They serve as an aid. Their purpose is to help you get to everyone else’s minimal level of functioning.
Depression can cycle through periods of inactivity. This doesn’t mean it’s gone away.
The reason I don’t feel like other people understand me is because … well … other people DON’T understand me. They can’t. They don’t have my disability.
Paranoia is par for the course.
Depression can and will interfere with your physical mobility. Forgive yourself when you can’t physically do something.
It’s entirely possible that I may never be able to live by myself. I can’t take care of myself. I need help to do it. And that’s okay.
you know what Harry that is an interesting piece of information don’t be an ass
Harry, your whole thing is playing a sport that involves flying around on gravity resistant sticks made from trees. Did you ever stop to think Neville was telling you this cause he was being considerate of your interests?
